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Seven Horrors ([personal profile] sevenhorrorsmods) wrote in [community profile] sevenhorrors2025-07-19 09:00 am

[physical education 101]

Who: transfer students
When: July 1̷̝̤̳̙̫̭̻̝͓̄̇̾̀̕͝9̸̙̱̹͍̮̈́́̀̅͛̐̔̋ 20
Where: the. . . gymnasium?
What: an ice breaker
Warnings: moderate physical injury (not debilitating), psychological horror (absolutely debilitating)

[The school is empty. The school is quiet. The only sound that cuts through the silence is the soft ticking of the hallway clocks that mark the passing of each second.]

[. . .]

[At least. . . until a stiff breeze whips through the classrooms, scattering dirty papers and jerking the curtains aside. The clock strikes 6:00 a.m.]

[The school bell chimes.]

[ Team rooms | Endgame | Rewards ]
ratiocinations: (🔎 064)

[personal profile] ratiocinations 2025-07-21 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
[Considering.

…For the nth time today, he really wishes he had something to smoke.]


As I told you before, I’m not the one who’ll cast judgement on you. Here and now, your safety contributes to ours, which makes it just as important as anyone else’s. It isn’t selfish.
demergo: (7)

[personal profile] demergo 2025-07-21 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ haruka fidgets, bringing a finger to his mouth before realizing what he's doing. ]

..you really don't think my life's worth less?
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[personal profile] ratiocinations 2025-07-21 12:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[Childlike, again. He wonders at the development of this young man as he was growing older, if it contributed to his lot in life.]

Will it change your opinion of yourself if I say yes or no?
demergo: (27)

[personal profile] demergo 2025-07-21 01:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ quieter, with barely any affect. ]

I can't answer that, that's cheating.
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[personal profile] ratiocinations 2025-07-21 01:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ah.]

Toby, as I know you now, I consider your life no more important, nor no less, than anyone else's. But life is hardly a straight line, and neither are the impressions of strangers or friends. They will rise and sink like ships at sea, all according to the actions you take.

If you wish to feel your worth, act like a worthy person. It is no more complicated than that.
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[personal profile] demergo 2025-07-21 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I know that. [ a little petulantly. ]

I always try, but no matter how hard I do, I mess it up... so all I do is sink to the bottom of the ocean.
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[personal profile] ratiocinations 2025-07-21 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[Holmes is probably not the person to be having this conversation with. He is not known for being good with people, as his chronicler would write time and time again in his stories.]

Do you feel as though you always say the wrong thing at the wrong time? Or something else?

[He has his own opinion, but he wants to know what Toby might think.]
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[personal profile] demergo 2025-07-21 05:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it cannot be worse than how his conversations go with the warden, so it's fine! ]

Say the wrong thing... do the wrong thing...everything is wrong with me. [ though- ]

Well, I used to think that. Now, maybe, I'm not wrong always. Right?

[ he's started to change recently, but he hasn't yet gotten ahold of what that means entirely yet. ]
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[personal profile] ratiocinations 2025-07-21 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh boy. No, he is not the right man equipped for this talk.]

Not everything is wrong with you. Even if you tried for it, that would be impossible.

[ ... ]

It's all a matter of learning. Observing. Knowing what people expect, or what is polite to say, requires both practice and attention. To some degree, it can be taught. Perhaps you've never been given the chance.
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[personal profile] demergo 2025-07-21 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Impossible... [ he thinks on that, thinks about what he's been told in his sleep and felt in his daydreams. maybe that makes sense.

he breathes a little deeper, more fully, into his core. ]


I wasn't good at school so my parents pulled me out...a few years ago now, I think. [ he lost track of time at some point. ]

...will you teach me? [ for once, he turns to properly meet him eye to eye; a blue as deep as the ocean with a shimmer of green. while he's not someone who's always avoidant with eye contact, he doesn't tend to hold it long or initiate it. ]
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[personal profile] ratiocinations 2025-07-21 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ah, the parents. Between his conversation and Ms Fairplay's, no doubt that point of contention was something that festered throughout his lifetime.]

To observe? To read people? [To......deduce?] If you're willing to be an attentive student, then yes. I don't see the harm.

[And this seems... rather important to him. That look in his eyes, the fact that he will meet his gaze at all in such a way.]
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[personal profile] demergo 2025-07-21 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. [ which one? well, anything really. he'd be just as willing to learn how to farm or how to make candy if someone, anyone, was willing to teach him. ]

I'll be atte-attenta—I'll try my best. [ he's guessing on the meaning of that word, but in this context his agreement is earnest none the same. ]

But I'm not that bright.

[ he tacks that on at the end, resisting the urge to look away. ]
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[personal profile] ratiocinations 2025-07-22 01:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[They are all related. Deduction is not just for investigative purposes; no, it is a skill that most would benefit from, but most are also not trained to see the world the same way he does.]

If I'm to teach you, then I'll be the judge of that. Try. That is all I ask. I suspect you will see more improvement than you realize, with time.
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[personal profile] demergo 2025-07-22 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ahhh—the change in his expression is night and day, a smile as bright as dawn compared to the blotted bottom of a lake or the sea. ]

Really? [ reflexive, he won't make holmes answer this again. he's just so used to hearing otherwise. ]

I'll try. I'll try a lot, my hardest! Let me know where I do bad or where I do good, just let me know, okay?
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[personal profile] ratiocinations 2025-07-22 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[That's good, he thinks. Higher spirits for him, and a chance for Holmes to provide instruction regarding his art to someone who seems to need it dearly.]

I will. You needn't worry about that. [He will offer praise where correct, and... correct when incorrect. Watson would know.] When you've recovered more, we can start immediately. Sharpening these skills will help you in this school, too, I've no doubt.
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[personal profile] demergo 2025-07-22 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay!

[ a beat. ]

...so I can't do anything now? [ he's ready to go, put him in coach. ]
ratiocinations: (🔎 189)

[personal profile] ratiocinations 2025-07-22 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[At least he's eager.]

Right now, you're hardly in a state for much of anything.
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[personal profile] demergo 2025-07-22 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I've been worse, but okay.

[ both in the mental breakdown department and in the viscera department. ]
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[personal profile] ratiocinations 2025-07-22 09:38 pm (UTC)(link)
But you are dirty, and those wounds need to be cleaned.
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[personal profile] demergo 2025-07-22 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ...true. he's actually not a disaster in the neatness department even if he usually just wears whatever. ]

Then should we go to the bathroom? [ find a bathroom, really. ]

[personal profile] ratiocinations 2025-07-23 12:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I will. You wait here.

[He saw a washroom nearby. Without saying much else, he turns and heads towards it.]
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[personal profile] demergo 2025-07-23 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay. [ he accepts that command easily, but there's something in it that isn't directed at Holmes. he's good at waiting, maybe too good at being told to stay there and make as little noise as possible.

he draws his knees to his chest, settling in to wait. ]